Marina Tsvetaeva - I didn’t love, but I cried. No, I did not love, but still (Except for love). In addition to love, Tsvetaeva loved but did not cry

You need to read the verse “Except love” by Tsvetaeva Marina Ivanovna thoughtfully. The work reflects the image of the Tsvetaevs' house in Moscow, which was personified by the poetess with the image of a mother who passed away early. The first collection of poems was written in Trekhprudny House.

The text of Tsvetaeva's poem "Besides Love" refers to initial period the author's creativity. A young, unknown poetess creates her first collection "Evening Album", which she dedicates to Maria Bashkirtseva, an artist who died of tuberculosis. She sends her first book, published at her own expense, to masters Voloshin and Bryusov. Their criticism offended Marina Ivanovna to the core.

Students are asked to teach a poem in the class at a literature lesson. You can download the full text online.

I did not love, but I cried. No, I didn't, but still
Only you pointed out in the shadows the adored face.
Everything in our dream was not like love:
No reason, no evidence.

Only this image nodded to us from the evening hall,
Only we - you and I - brought him a mournful verse.
Adoration thread tied us stronger,
Than love - others.

But the impulse passed, and someone approached affectionately,
Who could not pray, but loved. Do not rush to judge
You will be remembered to me like the most tender note
In the awakening of the soul.

In this sad soul you wandered, as in an unlocked house ...
(In our house, in the spring ...) Do not call me who has forgotten!
I filled all my minutes with you, except
The saddest thing is love.

Tsvetaeva made her debut in a way not typical for poets of the early twentieth century. The first collection "Evening Album", dedicated to the artist Maria Bashkirtseva, who tragically died of tuberculosis, she published with a circulation of five thousand copies at her own expense. At the same time, her poems were not previously published in magazines. Marina Ivanovna herself sent the book to Voloshin, Bryusov, to the Moscow symbolist publishing house Musaget, hoping to get a response. The masters did not refuse the young girl critical reviews. Tsvetaeva was offended by almost all the comments regarding the "Evening Album", except for what Maximilian Aleksandrovich wrote. In his opinion, the collection should be read "in a row, like a diary, and then each line will be clear and appropriate."

"Evening Album" includes three sections: "Childhood", "Love" and "Only shadows". They symbolize the stages of maturation of the lyrical heroine. The second part is the early youth, which replaced the childhood years. It included the poem "Besides Love." In a critical article on Tsvetaeva's debut collection, the prose writer and poetess Shaginyan called this work charming and sincere. Of course, it does not contain the anguish inherent in a significant part of Marina Ivanovna's intimate lyrics, there is no suffering that tears the heart and soul. But there is youthful inexperience, inexperience, freshness of feelings.

The poem embodied the image of the Trekhprudny house in Moscow. Tsvetaeva lived in it in her childhood, before leaving abroad and subsequent stay in Yalta, Tarusa. The poetess returned there after the death of her mother, which occurred in 1906. When talking about the Evening Album, two important facts must be kept in mind. The first - the collection was created after the death of my mother. Second, it was written while the poetess lived in Trekhprudny House. Accordingly, it presents a look at the father's shelter from the inside. In the poem "Besides love" "our house" is mentioned. The used pronoun Marina Ivanovna challenges. The fact is that the eldest children of Ivan Vladimirovich Tsvetaev, Valery and Andrey, were the heirs of the property. Nevertheless, the poetess claims rights to it, because memories of her childhood, of her mother who died early, live in this house.

"Evening Album" - a test of the pen, the search for their own unique style and language. Marina Ivanovna herself claimed that the collection was born instead of a declaration of love to a person to whom she could not open her feelings in any other way.

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I did not love, but I cried. No, I didn't, but still
Only you pointed out in the shadows the adored face.
Everything in our dream was not like love:
№4 No reason, no evidence.

Only this image nodded to us from the evening hall,
Only we - you and I - brought him a mournful verse.
Adoration thread tied us stronger,
№8 Than love - others.

But the impulse passed, and someone approached affectionately,
Who could not pray, but loved. Do not rush to judge
You will be remembered to me like the most tender note
№12 In the awakening of the soul.

In this sad soul you wandered like in an unlocked house
(In our house, in the spring...) Don't call me who has forgotten!
I filled all my minutes with you, except
№16 The saddest thing is love.

Ne lyubila, no plakala. Net, ne lyubila, no vse zhe
Lish tebe ukazala v teni obozhayemy lik.
Bylo vse v nashem sne na lyubov ne pohozhe:
Ni prichin, ni ulik.

Tolko nam etot obraz kivnul iz vechernego zala,
Tolko my - ty i ya - prinesli yemu zhalobny stikh.
Obozhania nit nas silneye svyazala,
Chem vlyublennost - drugikh.

No poryv minoval, i priblizilsya laskovo kto-to,
Who pray ne mog, no lyubil. Osuzhdat ne hurry
Ty mne pamyaten budesh, like samaya nezhnaya nota
V probuzhdenyi dushi.

V etoy sad soul ty brodil, kak v nezapertom dome
(V nashem dome, vesnoyu...) Zabyvshey menya ne zovi!
All minuty svoi ya toboyu napolnila, krome
Samoy sadnoy - lyubvi.

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